In Search Of Happiness..

In search of happiness..I was wandering from places to places.. I was crossing the road when i saw these kids playing and laughing together and I start missing my carefree childhood days.. When everything was joyful and innocent..I wish I could turn the time back..

I saw a couple holding each others hands and laughing and whispering slowly and lost into each other.. I felt jealous coz I was walking alone that long road in search of happiness..

I saw a group of old people sat on a park bench enjoying winter afternoon.. They were retired from work and satisfied from their life..sharing their life experiences with each other.. I felt confused and thought would I ever be get this kind of satisfaction in life.. ( to be continued)

Goodbye..

Its tough to say goodbye to your love
But the day and time has come to say
So here I am shattered and broken
But in hope that you would remain be happy
Goodbye to the time we spent together
The laughter we shared together
Your long conversations and my silence
Your restlessness and my patience
All are now memories only
Bye to the unforgettable old memories
Goodbye.......

Me...Without You...

I am happy in your happiness
I am living in my loneliness
I am still breathing without you
I am still dreaming about you
I am happy coz you are happy

My eyes are waiting for you
Your voice is like music to my ears
Your laughter that still rings in my ears
I am not crying
I am still praying for you
My life is incomplete without you
I am happy in your happiness

You will always be remembered
No matter how far you are
You will always be living in my heart
You will always be living in my prayers
I am happy coz you are happy...

I know you wont come back
But my soul is still searching for you
I am not crying
I am happy in your happiness

Life..

Life is going on.....
With or without those
Whom we love
Whom we care
With whom we want to share

Life is going on....
After every rise
After every fall
Life cant wait
Life cant stop
Its still going on...

People comes into life
And turn into memories
Memories are now fading away
Nothing lasts forever
But life is still going on...

People comes people goes
Does not matter long in life
Only those matters who stays with us
Nothing stays forever
With them life is going on ...

I am flowing with life
And life is going on
To meet my dead end
With life I am going on..going on..

Gone....

You have gone
Gone without said anything
Like a stranger who met me
Met me in the middle of the road
And left me and now I am lost on the road
Lost without you
Restless without you
You have taken all the feelings with you
With you I was alive
Alive whenever I am thinking of you
You are living in my heart beats
Heart is not beating anymore
You have given me endless pain
Pain is killing me
Killing me till I die
I want to die in your arms
Your arms are holding someone else
Some one has taken u away
Taken u away from me
For me you are my soul
Soul who is no more
You have taken me from me along with you
You have gone without said a word
Gone.. gone.. gone..

MEN Does Cry.....

Writing this article just remind me a way back when i was having a word with this friend who told me that he do not cry because he is a man.....and I was speechless coz i did not know how to respond...because i think that its natural to be human when you are born as a human being.. why men dont show their tears just to show their manhood does not sound convincing at all...

I have seen men crying in their happiest as well as in their tough moments.. and they were not hiding their tears from anybody not even from females..and that does not stand them different from others..they would definitely remain a man..does not this phrase shows an fake ego of a hypocrite male specie who find it very proud that he does not cry....does not he has a heart... is he a stone...he does not have feelings....does not he feel happy..does not he smile..does not he laugh..if yes..then why he cant shed tears..its applicable to all human beings..then why these particular section of men does not admit that they also cry..why this kind of attitude..

In fact I think it gives a boost to their manhood(ego).. But guys you should try to be normal human being and CRY ALOUD..start shedding loads of TEARS because it would help to CLEANSE YOUR EYES...

Nothing left...

Now I have nothing to lose,
And nothing to gain,
And now I am not feeling any pain,
No more tears are left,
And no more feelings are left,
I am empty from inside,
And I am not hoping for anything good,
I am not the same person anymore,
Days are flying and turn into years,
Even all the memories are fading away,
Feeling nothing inside me,
No more dreaming anymore,
Now I have nothing to lose,
And nothing to gain

What is Love......

Is it a beautiful dream..
Or is it a desire for someone..
Is it a caring and sharing..
Or is it a desperate longing for someone..

Is it a just a silence between two..
Or is it a endless talking,whispering, giggling between two..
Is it to read someone's eyes silently..
Or is it to cry on someone's shoulder continuously..

Is it a fairytale fantasies..
Is it fake or real..
Is it some body's eyes full of tears..
Or is it a fear of loosing someone who is so dear..

Is it spiritual..
Or is it a meeting of two souls..
Is it a bonding of two hearts..
Or is it a endless pain in heart..

Is it happiness..
Or is it sorrows and sadness..
Or is it just a madness..

Is it a smile which comes every time thinking of him..
Or is it just listening to my own heartbeats..

Is it a song sang by lovers..
Or is it a magic create by lovers..
Is it an unsolved mystery..
Or is it just a story written in history..

Is it a wait for someone..
Or is it eternal..
Is it a sacrifice done by one for other..
Or is it a prayer sang by one for another..

Is it visionary..
Or is it just an illusion..

Is it unconditional..
Or is it demanding..
Is it a beautiful endless journey..
Or is it a difficult long road..

What it is exactly nobody knows..
It is a mix feelings of so many emotions..
If anyone get to know ..
Let the world know..

Your Interpersonal Intelligence Score: 75%

Your Interpersonal Intelligence is High You are definitely a "people person." You enjoy spending time with others. You instinctively understand people, and you are both a good counsellor and mediator. However, there are definitely times when you've had enough. And that's when you cherish being alone.

How Does Your Interpersonal Intelligence Rate?

You Are 84% Pure

You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human. You're the type of person people feel bad cursing around. And while you may be inexperienced, you're not easy to corrupt. Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while!

How Pure Are You?

You are 87% Scorpio

You are 87% Scorpio

How Scorpio Are You?

Flowers are blooming,
Fragrance in the air,
Lips are smiling,
Heart is singing,
Birds are chirping,
Eyes are curious and waiting,
Why I never feel this before,
All these things seems new to me

Clouds has a silver shine,
Oh..I am on cloud nine,
Rainbow seems so colorful and bright
Rain seems so pure,
Why I never feel this before,
All these things seems new to me,

Butterflies are so colorful,
Rising sun seems so beautiful,
Moon and stars are so bright,
All these things are giving me high,
Why I never feel this before,
All these things seems new to me

In life people comes and people goes,
But I wonder why they come when they has to go,
Some became friends and some remain strangers,
But I wonder why they remain strangers,
When they can become friends,
Some left unforgettable beautiful memories and some left worries,
But I wonder why they left with memories behind,
When they can create beautiful tomorrow together,
Some people became history,
And why they left without say anything always remain mystery,
But I wonder why they simply do not understand,
That they had scribbled their marks in our hearts,
Which can not be erase,
And we can not easily forget our past,
I wonder why..

Confusion..

Everything is getting confused,
Or is it me who is getting confused,
Life is playing hide and seek with me ,
Or is it me who is playing with life,
Life wants something from me ,
Or is it me who wants something from life,
Life is running away from me,
Or is it me who is running away from life,
Is it life who wants me to live it fully and happily,
Or is it my desire to live it fully and happily,
Is it life who is waiting with its open arms for me,
Or is it me who is waiting for life with arms open,
But it seems that me and life are just not getting well along together,
So we are waiting for each other..

All fears and tears has gone away,
All memories of sad times and bad times has gone away,
All fightings and patch ups has gone away,
All worries and sorries has gone away,
All enemies and wounds has gone away,
All abuses and jealousies has gone away,
Darkness has start to going away,
And I am able to see the bright light of hope and ray,
I am welcoming the new start..a new day..
Hoping for a big smile on my face,
And waiting for a happy and bright tomorrow,
Which is on his way,
And I would never let it go away..

One Day..

One day I will find my wings to fly..
yes I will fly...and fly to meet the sky..
Where no one would ask me what..if and why,
where no one will ever stop me to fly,
That day I will be reborn,
Reborn from the ashes of my lost dreams,
Reborn to live my own dreams...

Lost on the road,
Struggling with my own thougths,
In search of my own soul,
I am standing against the wind,
Tired and exhausted,
Desperate to meet my ownself,
Darkness has start to spread everywhere,
Clutching me..absorbing me..
But i wont give up easily..
I will fight..fight with my own fears,
Yes, I will find myself..my own soul,
I will struggle till my last breath,
I will continue this search till my death..

Desires and dreams...
Joy and happiness..
Dead or alive..
Does it still matter to me..
Dont know..do not feel any more..
Lonliness ..sadness..emptiness..
Killing me..slowly..slowly..
Loosing my own identity..slowly..slowly..
Tears are drying..slowly..slowly..
Eyes are closing..slowly..slowly..
But still believe in God..his divine power..
Feeling him around me..
Feeling his blessings with me slowly..slowly..

Rainy day you n me,
lalalallalallalallala...
Fragnance of wet earth,
lalalallalallalallala...
Jumping and dancing in rain,
lalalallalallalallala...
Under my umbrella you and me,
lalalallalallalallala...
Holding hands you and me,
lalalallalallalallala...
Sound of pouring rain,
lalalallalallalallala...
Silence between you and me,
lalalallalallalallala...
Walking together under my umbrella,
lalalallalallalallala...
Under my umbrella you and me,
lalalallalallalallala...

Waiting.........

Living in dark..
Bleeding heart..
Wounded soul..
Broken dreams..
Tears pouring from eyes..
Waiting for life..
Breathless and restless..
Irritated and desperate..
Folding hands..praying to GOD..
Want to live..
Waiting for life.. full of joy and happiness..
Happiness with him..
Waiting..Waiting..Waiting...till............