Nothing left...

Now I have nothing to lose,
And nothing to gain,
And now I am not feeling any pain,
No more tears are left,
And no more feelings are left,
I am empty from inside,
And I am not hoping for anything good,
I am not the same person anymore,
Days are flying and turn into years,
Even all the memories are fading away,
Feeling nothing inside me,
No more dreaming anymore,
Now I have nothing to lose,
And nothing to gain

What is Love......

Is it a beautiful dream..
Or is it a desire for someone..
Is it a caring and sharing..
Or is it a desperate longing for someone..

Is it a just a silence between two..
Or is it a endless talking,whispering, giggling between two..
Is it to read someone's eyes silently..
Or is it to cry on someone's shoulder continuously..

Is it a fairytale fantasies..
Is it fake or real..
Is it some body's eyes full of tears..
Or is it a fear of loosing someone who is so dear..

Is it spiritual..
Or is it a meeting of two souls..
Is it a bonding of two hearts..
Or is it a endless pain in heart..

Is it happiness..
Or is it sorrows and sadness..
Or is it just a madness..

Is it a smile which comes every time thinking of him..
Or is it just listening to my own heartbeats..

Is it a song sang by lovers..
Or is it a magic create by lovers..
Is it an unsolved mystery..
Or is it just a story written in history..

Is it a wait for someone..
Or is it eternal..
Is it a sacrifice done by one for other..
Or is it a prayer sang by one for another..

Is it visionary..
Or is it just an illusion..

Is it unconditional..
Or is it demanding..
Is it a beautiful endless journey..
Or is it a difficult long road..

What it is exactly nobody knows..
It is a mix feelings of so many emotions..
If anyone get to know ..
Let the world know..

Your Interpersonal Intelligence Score: 75%

Your Interpersonal Intelligence is High You are definitely a "people person." You enjoy spending time with others. You instinctively understand people, and you are both a good counsellor and mediator. However, there are definitely times when you've had enough. And that's when you cherish being alone.

How Does Your Interpersonal Intelligence Rate?

You Are 84% Pure

You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human. You're the type of person people feel bad cursing around. And while you may be inexperienced, you're not easy to corrupt. Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while!

How Pure Are You?

You are 87% Scorpio

You are 87% Scorpio

How Scorpio Are You?

Flowers are blooming,
Fragrance in the air,
Lips are smiling,
Heart is singing,
Birds are chirping,
Eyes are curious and waiting,
Why I never feel this before,
All these things seems new to me

Clouds has a silver shine,
Oh..I am on cloud nine,
Rainbow seems so colorful and bright
Rain seems so pure,
Why I never feel this before,
All these things seems new to me,

Butterflies are so colorful,
Rising sun seems so beautiful,
Moon and stars are so bright,
All these things are giving me high,
Why I never feel this before,
All these things seems new to me

In life people comes and people goes,
But I wonder why they come when they has to go,
Some became friends and some remain strangers,
But I wonder why they remain strangers,
When they can become friends,
Some left unforgettable beautiful memories and some left worries,
But I wonder why they left with memories behind,
When they can create beautiful tomorrow together,
Some people became history,
And why they left without say anything always remain mystery,
But I wonder why they simply do not understand,
That they had scribbled their marks in our hearts,
Which can not be erase,
And we can not easily forget our past,
I wonder why..

Confusion..

Everything is getting confused,
Or is it me who is getting confused,
Life is playing hide and seek with me ,
Or is it me who is playing with life,
Life wants something from me ,
Or is it me who wants something from life,
Life is running away from me,
Or is it me who is running away from life,
Is it life who wants me to live it fully and happily,
Or is it my desire to live it fully and happily,
Is it life who is waiting with its open arms for me,
Or is it me who is waiting for life with arms open,
But it seems that me and life are just not getting well along together,
So we are waiting for each other..

All fears and tears has gone away,
All memories of sad times and bad times has gone away,
All fightings and patch ups has gone away,
All worries and sorries has gone away,
All enemies and wounds has gone away,
All abuses and jealousies has gone away,
Darkness has start to going away,
And I am able to see the bright light of hope and ray,
I am welcoming the new start..a new day..
Hoping for a big smile on my face,
And waiting for a happy and bright tomorrow,
Which is on his way,
And I would never let it go away..

One Day..

One day I will find my wings to fly..
yes I will fly...and fly to meet the sky..
Where no one would ask me what..if and why,
where no one will ever stop me to fly,
That day I will be reborn,
Reborn from the ashes of my lost dreams,
Reborn to live my own dreams...

Lost on the road,
Struggling with my own thougths,
In search of my own soul,
I am standing against the wind,
Tired and exhausted,
Desperate to meet my ownself,
Darkness has start to spread everywhere,
Clutching me..absorbing me..
But i wont give up easily..
I will fight..fight with my own fears,
Yes, I will find myself..my own soul,
I will struggle till my last breath,
I will continue this search till my death..

Desires and dreams...
Joy and happiness..
Dead or alive..
Does it still matter to me..
Dont know..do not feel any more..
Lonliness ..sadness..emptiness..
Killing me..slowly..slowly..
Loosing my own identity..slowly..slowly..
Tears are drying..slowly..slowly..
Eyes are closing..slowly..slowly..
But still believe in God..his divine power..
Feeling him around me..
Feeling his blessings with me slowly..slowly..

Rainy day you n me,
lalalallalallalallala...
Fragnance of wet earth,
lalalallalallalallala...
Jumping and dancing in rain,
lalalallalallalallala...
Under my umbrella you and me,
lalalallalallalallala...
Holding hands you and me,
lalalallalallalallala...
Sound of pouring rain,
lalalallalallalallala...
Silence between you and me,
lalalallalallalallala...
Walking together under my umbrella,
lalalallalallalallala...
Under my umbrella you and me,
lalalallalallalallala...

Waiting.........

Living in dark..
Bleeding heart..
Wounded soul..
Broken dreams..
Tears pouring from eyes..
Waiting for life..
Breathless and restless..
Irritated and desperate..
Folding hands..praying to GOD..
Want to live..
Waiting for life.. full of joy and happiness..
Happiness with him..
Waiting..Waiting..Waiting...till............

Silent tears are rolling from eyes,
Unspoken words are lost in my mouth,
Heartbeats are slow n fast,
Lost in my own thoughts,
Walking alone,searching soul,
Trembling hands wants to get hold,
Tearful eyes are getting close,
Heart beats are no more,
Am I dead or alive..I dont care,
I want peace of mind,
Which I have nowhere find,
These questions of mine,
Always remained Unanswered,
To whom should I go and ask,
This is life's mysterious task...
My life has wear very sarcastic mask.........