Walking Alone..

Life is like a very very long road,

On which I have to walk,

And yes, I am walking,

Without any feelings,

But I am walking alone,

Without even my shadow,

My own Shadow left me long before,

Its strange but now we are not in touch,

Yeah I am still walking,

To reach at my destination,

But I am still walking alone..

Why Not..

Why not its easy to forget someone,

Why not its easy to connect with any one,

Why not its easy to get rid of old memories,

Why not its easy to find someone else,

Why not its easy to get over from him,

Why not its easy to think something else,

Why not its easy to smile more often,

Why not its easy to live without him,

Why not its easy to look forward,

Why not its easy to bury the past,

Why not.. why not..

Feelings...not feeling anymore...

As I am blank not feeling anything,

Something is dying inside me,

Dont know what it is,

Something related only to mine,

I was searching for the answers,

All of a sudden my heartbeat skipped,

Christ..these are my feelings,

My feelings are dying..

No hold on..I think they were dead long before,

I just never realized,

Not feeling anything,

No sadness no happiness,

My own feelings left me long before,

Now I am all alone..

Without looking back...

As I walked slowly all alone,
Completely lost into my own,
Moving ahead without looking back,
I heard something,
Something which was very known,
Something which was once very close to my heart,
Some kind of voice,
Some familiar laughter,
Some whisper into my ears,
Some unforgettable giggles,
As somebody called my name,
That voice still gives me thousand blows of wind,
And I started melting,
All of a sudden I looked back with hope,
And there was no one,
I was all alone on that long silent road,
Damn.. I am still missing him,
And I started moving ahead without looking back,
With a tears in my eyes and a sharp pain in my heart,
I am moving ahead without looking back....

Life is..live it..feel it..

Life is beautiful..
If you get everything..
Life is full of opportunities..
If you an opportunist..
Life is a complete success..
If you are a winner..
Life is a struggle..
But you have to keep fighting for a chance..
Life seems like a burden..
If you don't let the past go..
Life would be remain in dark..
If you don't let the light come inside..
Life is full of sadness and cries..
If you don't want to laugh..
Life has a every single reason to live it..
Live the life as it comes..
With or without the loved ones..

Wana say sumthing......

I wana say sumthing to you
I am missing you
From the bottom of my heart
I am keep thinking of you
In my deep thoughts

Wherever you are
I am sending you my feelings
Through this wind
Whenever it touches you
Remember its me
Feel my touch

Both of us are under the same sky
Watching the same moon and stars
I wana say sumthing to you
Through this moon and stars
I am missing you

These birds are flying in the sky
Singing in their own voice
I wana say sumthing to you
Through their song
Whenever u see any bird singing
Listen their song
Remember its me
I wana sumthing to you

In my eyes...forever...

You are a tear in my eyes
Whom I am holding in my eyes
From the fear of losing it..

You are a beautiful dream
I am hiding in my eyes
I don't want to wake up
From the fear of breaking it..

You are a light of my eyes
Just a simple thought of you
Gives a thousand twinkles in my eyes..

You are a language of my eyes
My eyes shows all the emotions
Even when I am silent..

You are living in my eyes
You will be there...forever..

Moving on...

Beautiful silent night,
Sky filled with bright stars,
And a full moon all over me,
I was standing alone,
Watching that beauty,
Enjoying that silence,
Wind was blowing,
And touching me all over,
I felt so relaxed,
Suddenly all that reminds me of him,
I took a deep sigh,
Then I opened my hair,
Breeze of fresh air lost into my hair,
And I start moving ahead slowly,
And kept moving on without looking back,
Yeah I have to move on..
To meet my destiny,
Someone somewhere is waiting for me,
To meet him,
I have to move on...

Goodbye..

Its tough to say goodbye to your love
But the day and time has come to say
So here I am shattered and broken
But in hope that you would remain be happy
Goodbye to the time we spent together
The laughter we shared together
Your long conversations and my silence
Your restlessness and my patience
All are now memories only
Bye to the unforgettable old memories
Goodbye.......

Me...Without You...

I am happy in your happiness
I am living in my loneliness
I am still breathing without you
I am still dreaming about you
I am happy coz you are happy

My eyes are waiting for you
Your voice is like music to my ears
Your laughter that still rings in my ears
I am not crying
I am still praying for you
My life is incomplete without you
I am happy in your happiness

You will always be remembered
No matter how far you are
You will always be living in my heart
You will always be living in my prayers
I am happy coz you are happy...

I know you wont come back
But my soul is still searching for you
I am not crying
I am happy in your happiness

Life..

Life is going on.....
With or without those
Whom we love
Whom we care
With whom we want to share

Life is going on....
After every rise
After every fall
Life cant wait
Life cant stop
Its still going on...

People comes into life
And turn into memories
Memories are now fading away
Nothing lasts forever
But life is still going on...

People comes people goes
Does not matter long in life
Only those matters who stays with us
Nothing stays forever
With them life is going on ...

I am flowing with life
And life is going on
To meet my dead end
With life I am going on..going on..

Gone....

You have gone
Gone without said anything
Like a stranger who met me
Met me in the middle of the road
And left me and now I am lost on the road
Lost without you
Restless without you
You have taken all the feelings with you
With you I was alive
Alive whenever I am thinking of you
You are living in my heart beats
Heart is not beating anymore
You have given me endless pain
Pain is killing me
Killing me till I die
I want to die in your arms
Your arms are holding someone else
Some one has taken u away
Taken u away from me
For me you are my soul
Soul who is no more
You have taken me from me along with you
You have gone without said a word
Gone.. gone.. gone..

Nothing left...

Now I have nothing to lose,
And nothing to gain,
And now I am not feeling any pain,
No more tears are left,
And no more feelings are left,
I am empty from inside,
And I am not hoping for anything good,
I am not the same person anymore,
Days are flying and turn into years,
Even all the memories are fading away,
Feeling nothing inside me,
No more dreaming anymore,
Now I have nothing to lose,
And nothing to gain

What is Love......

Is it a beautiful dream..
Or is it a desire for someone..
Is it a caring and sharing..
Or is it a desperate longing for someone..

Is it a just a silence between two..
Or is it a endless talking,whispering, giggling between two..
Is it to read someone's eyes silently..
Or is it to cry on someone's shoulder continuously..

Is it a fairytale fantasies..
Is it fake or real..
Is it some body's eyes full of tears..
Or is it a fear of loosing someone who is so dear..

Is it spiritual..
Or is it a meeting of two souls..
Is it a bonding of two hearts..
Or is it a endless pain in heart..

Is it happiness..
Or is it sorrows and sadness..
Or is it just a madness..

Is it a smile which comes every time thinking of him..
Or is it just listening to my own heartbeats..

Is it a song sang by lovers..
Or is it a magic create by lovers..
Is it an unsolved mystery..
Or is it just a story written in history..

Is it a wait for someone..
Or is it eternal..
Is it a sacrifice done by one for other..
Or is it a prayer sang by one for another..

Is it visionary..
Or is it just an illusion..

Is it unconditional..
Or is it demanding..
Is it a beautiful endless journey..
Or is it a difficult long road..

What it is exactly nobody knows..
It is a mix feelings of so many emotions..
If anyone get to know ..
Let the world know..

Flowers are blooming,
Fragrance in the air,
Lips are smiling,
Heart is singing,
Birds are chirping,
Eyes are curious and waiting,
Why I never feel this before,
All these things seems new to me

Clouds has a silver shine,
Oh..I am on cloud nine,
Rainbow seems so colorful and bright
Rain seems so pure,
Why I never feel this before,
All these things seems new to me,

Butterflies are so colorful,
Rising sun seems so beautiful,
Moon and stars are so bright,
All these things are giving me high,
Why I never feel this before,
All these things seems new to me

In life people comes and people goes,
But I wonder why they come when they has to go,
Some became friends and some remain strangers,
But I wonder why they remain strangers,
When they can become friends,
Some left unforgettable beautiful memories and some left worries,
But I wonder why they left with memories behind,
When they can create beautiful tomorrow together,
Some people became history,
And why they left without say anything always remain mystery,
But I wonder why they simply do not understand,
That they had scribbled their marks in our hearts,
Which can not be erase,
And we can not easily forget our past,
I wonder why..

Confusion..

Everything is getting confused,
Or is it me who is getting confused,
Life is playing hide and seek with me ,
Or is it me who is playing with life,
Life wants something from me ,
Or is it me who wants something from life,
Life is running away from me,
Or is it me who is running away from life,
Is it life who wants me to live it fully and happily,
Or is it my desire to live it fully and happily,
Is it life who is waiting with its open arms for me,
Or is it me who is waiting for life with arms open,
But it seems that me and life are just not getting well along together,
So we are waiting for each other..

All fears and tears has gone away,
All memories of sad times and bad times has gone away,
All fightings and patch ups has gone away,
All worries and sorries has gone away,
All enemies and wounds has gone away,
All abuses and jealousies has gone away,
Darkness has start to going away,
And I am able to see the bright light of hope and ray,
I am welcoming the new start..a new day..
Hoping for a big smile on my face,
And waiting for a happy and bright tomorrow,
Which is on his way,
And I would never let it go away..

One Day..

One day I will find my wings to fly..
yes I will fly...and fly to meet the sky..
Where no one would ask me what..if and why,
where no one will ever stop me to fly,
That day I will be reborn,
Reborn from the ashes of my lost dreams,
Reborn to live my own dreams...

Lost on the road,
Struggling with my own thougths,
In search of my own soul,
I am standing against the wind,
Tired and exhausted,
Desperate to meet my ownself,
Darkness has start to spread everywhere,
Clutching me..absorbing me..
But i wont give up easily..
I will fight..fight with my own fears,
Yes, I will find myself..my own soul,
I will struggle till my last breath,
I will continue this search till my death..