My Thoughts......

I Am Still Existing..

2010-11-26T02:23:00.006+05:30

After such a long time I am back on blogosphere.. Seeing lots of changes here.. And my own life has also change coz I got married three months back.. :) New life,new people,new responsibilities.. God its a very big responsibility.. So these days shuffling from home to office thats why dint get time to blog.. But will try to write whenever get time and will visit to all your blogs.. Till then dnt forget me am still very much around.. ;) Take care F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Walking Alone..

2010-02-11T13:40:00.009+05:30

Life is like a very very long road,

On which I have to walk,

And yes, I am walking,

Without any feelings,

But I am walking alone,

Without even my shadow,

My own Shadow left me long before,

Its strange but now we are not in touch,

Yeah I am still walking,

To reach at my destination,

But I am still walking alone..

Farewell..

2010-01-29T23:47:00.008+05:30

As I told earlier also that I was not blogging since past few months. So when I decided to start it once again, I started reading my favorite blogs. And then I got to know that two of my favorite bloggers Kaddu and Blog Gore had left their journeys of blogging in between. Wonder Why. Infact a very big WHY. Why both of you have done so.

Kaddu who is so popular on blogosphere, who wrote almost everything and yeah I mean it when I say everything. I still love reading your posts. But one should respect others decision so here I am wishing you all the best for your coming future. We all will miss your posts. Stay connected on facebook.

Blog Gore another blogger whos posts were hilarious and out of the world. And I always used to wrote him that he has all the qualities of an outstanding writer. His posts were simply great. His post on RAKHI SAWANT were outstanding. Will miss your humor. Gud luck for your bright future.

Awards..

2010-01-26T23:32:00.013+05:30

Due to my laziness and short memory I forgot to collect my awards from dear friend Kadambari. Sorry.. These are the awards which bloggers were giving to other bloggers. And I got Two.. Yuppie.. No worries at all. I am receiving these awards with great honor and special thanx to KADDU who is now my facebook friend also.

I am passing these awards to PN , Miss Rawano , Prabhjot , ani_aset.

Why Not..

2010-01-26T00:54:00.003+05:30

Why not its easy to forget someone,

Why not its easy to connect with any one,

Why not its easy to get rid of old memories,

Why not its easy to find someone else,

Why not its easy to get over from him,

Why not its easy to think something else,

Why not its easy to smile more often,

Why not its easy to live without him,

Why not its easy to look forward,

Why not its easy to bury the past,

Why not.. why not..

Happy Birthday To My Blog...!!!

2010-01-23T16:53:00.006+05:30

Belated Birthday Wishes for my blog.. It was on 25 of December 2009 and I actually had forgot it as I am not blogging these days at all. Also I was in Bangalore and not using internet there at all. So I am wishing my blog many many happy and sad thoughts which am going to write in near future. And my promise to my blog that I wont neglect it anymore and will write more often as I did in past. I had shared my inner thoughts and feelings with it and made lots of friends on it. And a very big Thanks to all the readers who read it and even spared their time to wrote comments. And Thanx to all the followers also who are still stick to my blog while knowing the fact that I am not a good writer. So, Happy Birthday to my own blog.. To MY THOUGHTS..

Sleeping is injurious to...

2009-10-21T00:27:00.005+05:30

People came and knocked and I dint even noticed,

Because I was so busy in sleeping,

I missed all the opportunities,

People waited and left me all alone,

And I dint even realized coz I was sleeping,

Now I am all alone and have nothing to do,

What else..Am going to sleep again..

MORAL ; Dont sleep too much..

Feelings...not feeling anymore...

2009-09-06T16:05:00.011+05:30

As I am blank not feeling anything,

Something is dying inside me,

Dont know what it is,

Something related only to mine,

I was searching for the answers,

All of a sudden my heartbeat skipped,

Christ..these are my feelings,

My feelings are dying..

No hold on..I think they were dead long before,

I just never realized,

Not feeling anything,

No sadness no happiness,

My own feelings left me long before,

Now I am all alone..

Weird Questions by ME...who else....???

2009-08-22T15:04:00.015+05:30

Lack of ideas these days that's why dint wrote anything.. Besides this everyone's keep telling me that I asked so many weird questions.. So thought why not ask sum questions from you guys.. So answer these :-

Name..
Age..
Status..
How many crushes u had..
What is Love..
What would you do when u come to know that your gal/boy whom you love so madly does not exist on earth.... Ghost....hmm... weird nah...but u have to ans..
Kindly give us some of your precious flirting tips..as some people really need it.. ;)
Please share any of your mad/weird incident..and the moral of the story.. :)
Your next weird move would be.. hahah..dont feel shy you can say..
Your precious comments on how do you feel while writing all this stuff.. ;)

Please leave all your answers in comment box.. All the readers who are reading this post are most welcome to share their weird answers..

WARNING : Answers must be WEIRD... Go on... Gud Luck ;)

Indulgence into food..but I am not a foodie..

2009-07-28T01:24:00.004+05:30

Lets talk about FOOD..my all time favorite... Though I am not a foodie but yeah I simply love good food... and I am very sure that you people who are reading this post also loves good food..very obviously..

I simply dont understand how people can diet. I mean without good food only on fruits or soups.. Ewww I hate fruits..Yeah I know its good for glowing skin and good health..But some how I just cant have it..

Back to Food.. as I dont consider fruits as food.. Food means spicy..tangy..delicious..mouth watering..and what not..??

Who does not love home made food...with more respect Mommy's made food..please raise your hands...

Stuffed Paranthas...alloo(potato)..gobhi(cauliflower)..etc..

All green leafy vegetables..which all mommys force to eat to stay healthy..though I dont like to eat ghaas-fuus( green leafy) but mom is an exceptionally gud cook so these vegetables gives me enough taste to eat..

Love to eat Rajma Rice any time..

Obviously I like South Indian food..why not..??

I simply love Chinese food..

All kinds of noodles..momos..Manchurian..thupka..spring rolls..kathi rolls..fried rice..chilly hot n sour veg gravies..yummmmiiieeee.....am hungry now...let me eat sumthing..

Any kind of pizza..garlic breads..choco dips..asparagus..Burgers only from Mc Donald..

Sorry to say but I cant eat Thai food..that green colored curries gives me yukk taste.. so I have given up..No more Thai food..

Mushrooms in any form..love to eat..

What about Dark Chocolates..Cakes..Pastries..How anyone can stay away from these heavenly dishes..

Ice creams....awww..yum.. yum. yum..except strawberry flavor..I hate this flavor..

Coffee....hmm ok..but Thums up..any time..day-night..there is no time limit..

And for non veg lovers...dont worry..Mughlai Food is always there for you..
I know you people love chicken in any form and some likes to eat anything which can swim...Yeah you got it right your favorite Sea Food..

What you people are waiting for...??

Go to your favorite restaurant or any eating joint where you can get your kind of food..Go and grab the delicious bite..Waiting for whom and what.. ;)

And please make sure to do regular exercises to stay healthy..fit..and for gals stay curvaceous ;)

परछायीं........

2009-07-25T21:34:00.009+05:30

बदहवास सी दौड़ती हुई
किसी परछाईं के पीछें
जाने कहाँ गुम हो गई
परेशान सी खड़ी हू
हांफती हुई साँसों को समेटते हुए
यह गहराता हुआ अँधेरा
और उसमे गुम होती वोह परछाईं
भीगी पलके टूटते सपने
बिखरते हुए इन सपनो को समेटते हुए
इस उम्मीद मैं की यह अँधेरा कभी तो मिटेगा
एक नया उजाला एक नया सवेरा
अभी नही तो कभी तो होगा
उस परछाईं से मेरा सामना कभी तो होगा..

Without looking back...

2009-07-04T21:14:00.005+05:30

As I walked slowly all alone,
Completely lost into my own,
Moving ahead without looking back,
I heard something,
Something which was very known,
Something which was once very close to my heart,
Some kind of voice,
Some familiar laughter,
Some whisper into my ears,
Some unforgettable giggles,
As somebody called my name,
That voice still gives me thousand blows of wind,
And I started melting,
All of a sudden I looked back with hope,
And there was no one,
I was all alone on that long silent road,
Damn.. I am still missing him,
And I started moving ahead without looking back,
With a tears in my eyes and a sharp pain in my heart,
I am moving ahead without looking back....

Come and Take a PLEDGE..No more TOBACCO

2009-06-10T23:38:00.020+05:30

Hi to all readers,

I am writing this for all those people who smoke and keep burning their lives in vapors and ashes. No, I am not forcing you guys..Am just discussing this with you..or more precisely can say requesting you to quit TOBACCO in any form..

I am fail to understand what is the point of taking slow poison on the name of pleasure..fun..or addiction..Or does it gives any kind of taste...?? Taste which kills you..I have never tasted it so I don't know.. Only the name of Tobacco reminds me the names of lots of diseases and the pain that would be occurs due to this..How you people can enjoy this on the risk of your life and health..Don't you love yourself..??

Why you guys simply do not ignore Tobacco rather than getting indulge into it.. There is no Life in Tobacco and Drugs.. Quit and Ignore DRUGS..TOBACCO and keep maintain a healthy life for yourself..for your loved ones..who loves you so much in any situation..

If can't leave this bad habit of Tobacco for yourself..Quit it for them..Your loved ones would definitely love you more for this positive change..Ask your friends or other known persons who are indulge into this tobacco world to quit this..

So, come and take a pledge : I want to live Long..Healthy..and Happy Life for Myself..for my Family..for my Loved Ones..I Quit TOBACCO..

NO..This is not a lecture or any kind of message ..this is just an honest request from ME to YOU..

Now its up to you..

TRUTHS.....about me...

2009-05-23T00:41:00.053+05:30

That I am still single ;-)
I am a day dreamer ( can dream with open eyes )
I am a thinker.. who always think that people around me are more intelligent then me..so I have to learn from them.
I am an observer..who always observe others (sumtimes get amused and sumtimes irritate )
I had left non vegetarian food 10 years back ( no temptations at all )
I am very selective about my friends..do not make friends easily..( thats why very few on social networks)
I love my Family more than anything ( May God shower all the happiness on them )
I love to pray ( I love God )
I love accessories more than clothes ( huge collection of shades, footwear, handbags )
I dont hate Dogs..I am scared of them (don't laugh please )
I actually never liked to study in my whole life but always forced to do so (well credit goes to strict and well educated parents that I am an MBA today )
I get depressed very easily.
I actually hate few people ( God forbid me )
I don't talk much ( sumone told me that I am a very patient listener..still remember those words )
I hate liars ( try hard not to lie as much as possible..but sumtimes you know human tendency )
And one more weakness I am short tempered (sumtimes cant control my anger)
I have never smoke in my life ( am damn sure about this )
I am a non alcoholic ( but forced to gulped brandy few times because doctor prescribed and it had burnt my throat each and every time...how and why people like it..dont understand )
I can sketch and paint.
I can cook ( gud cook )
I am a shopaholic..love to shop ( in fact it gives me peace of mind ;-)
I simply can not DRIVE ( when I was learning I hit an auto rickshaw and God saved all of us)
I love kids ( love to play with them without any complaints )
I love to give gifts to loved ones ( please note love to receive also )
I am afraid of height and darkness.
I love to swim ( but dont know how to swim.. now thats another problem )
Yeah I am spiritual person.
I had never cheated in exams ( what do u think )
I hate to wake up early ( I am totally a night person )
I had crush on Salman Khan when I was in school ( No I think I still have..hmm yeah I still have...am sure I have)
I am getting addicted to internet these days.
I am afraid to get obese.
Once I fell down from stairs in a shopping mall in front of whole bunch of boys ( they were all hot luking hunks..you cant even imagine my embarrassment..GOD why only ME that day.. why not any of my friend instead of me )
I have some more embarrassing moments in my life which I dont have guts to share ( so keep guessing )

Above stated truths are completely honest and true to my words..

Whenever I discover more truths about me I would add them up..

You can also leave your truths in comment box if you feel so.. :-)

F.R.I.E.N.D.S. Best vs Worst....

2009-05-12T23:41:00.013+05:30

Today in evening I was chatting with this new friend on messenger. We were talking about each other. In fact trying to know each other when all of a sudden she asked me "Who are your best friends" and I replied" all are best". No but she was not convinced at all and said " no only some are best". I actually tried to convince her that according to me all my friends are best thats why they are my friends and no I dont find any of my friend worst. But some how she was not convinced by my statement or more precisely by my theory.

Like all other people in my childhood I too had a firm believe in Best Friend concept. I actually kept changing my best friends in each class. I still don't figure out Why.. First it was Anchal then Shweta to Geeta to Anjali.. then school finished there..College started and the search also..then I found new best friend Inderpreet who always dominated me and then Preeti..Then what.. college finished.. Entered into Fashion Designing Institute and again list started from Ekta to Shalu..Again that era finished and new era started.. Job..Again list had been started unconsciously..obviously..but dint found any one..Maturity I guess..I got so many friends there..

Whenever I thought about my above stated phase of life or say innocence or might be immaturity..it brings smile on my face.. With time all these friends has gone and lost in their married world..only three are in touch..But the point is ..Are they still my best friends..Ofcourse yes..why not..just because they are not with me so what their memories are still alive. They were my friends and friends can not be worst they are always best thats why we call them Friends..

Friends can never be divided into categories best or worst or timepass (I have heard this word so many times ) If friends are worst or bad then they are enemies not friends.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S. just this simple word gives us so many mix emotions altogether..giggles..endless talks..to discuss opposite gender so often..secrets..gossip sessions..coffee table..music..dance..freaking out and what not on this earth..fun..fun..and fun..

Now I am having friends on orkut, facebook and blogosphere with whom I am discussing all these things..

So the bottom line is never categorized your friends into sections All are BEST thats they are with us as our Friends..

Thank you so much for being my BEST F.R.I.E.N.D.S. You all are special and you all are BEST..

Perceptions about Life-2

2009-05-12T21:31:00.008+05:30

Well again different perceptions by different people about life.......

In love with Life... How GOD added one more beautiful day into my life.. Thanx God..

Life seems burden... OH GOD !! One more day to live.. When it wud come to an end..

Well its upto us how we take and deal with life..either we can make it beautiful or burden..

Choice is absolutely ours..

Perceptions about Life..

2009-05-10T15:54:00.007+05:30

Life is not a book which can be close any time by its readers..Life is a journey. Journey to move ahead and ahead to meet new and different people at different time or at same time. And its our destiny who decides who would stay and walk with us and who would join another path..

Life is like a River. A flowing river. We cant touch the same water twice same like in life we cant relived in the past..cant live in memories forever. One has to flow.. Flow with the flow of Life..

Life is not a film which offers retakes and happy endings.. Its like a theater..No retakes only live performances..live audiences..So perform well..

Life is an album of sad and beautiful moments.. And one has to try to fill it with perfect moments. Whenever we open our album ( looking back into the past ) memories of whatever happened bring smile on our face. And yeah we have to learn from our past mistakes. Thats Life..

Life is also like a Food. Fresh..spicy..tasty..salty..sweet..bitter..sometimes plain and tasteless. The more taste Life gives us the more we want to live..The more we want from life..

Life is..live it..feel it..

2009-05-07T16:24:00.008+05:30

Life is beautiful..
If you get everything..
Life is full of opportunities..
If you an opportunist..
Life is a complete success..
If you are a winner..
Life is a struggle..
But you have to keep fighting for a chance..
Life seems like a burden..
If you don't let the past go..
Life would be remain in dark..
If you don't let the light come inside..
Life is full of sadness and cries..
If you don't want to laugh..
Life has a every single reason to live it..
Live the life as it comes..
With or without the loved ones..

Go and Vote..

2009-04-29T18:36:00.007+05:30

As voting day is coming closer day by day,everyone is talking about whether to vote or not.I asked yesterday to one of my friend about voting and what she had replied " are you mad whose gonna vote in such a scorching heat" and I was speechless. If young generation is going to behave like this then what would be happen to the country.. No idea..

I know its heating outside.But we have to vote as I have written in my earlier post on voting you are going to vote for yourself not for anybody else. Please don't give a damn to any kind of lame excuses. Don't give a damn to this extreme hot weather.Beat the heat and go for vote.

Vote for your and your family's safe future.Vote for yourself. Go and Vote.

Wana say sumthing......

2009-04-25T23:30:00.008+05:30

I wana say sumthing to you
I am missing you
From the bottom of my heart
I am keep thinking of you
In my deep thoughts

Wherever you are
I am sending you my feelings
Through this wind
Whenever it touches you
Remember its me
Feel my touch

Both of us are under the same sky
Watching the same moon and stars
I wana say sumthing to you
Through this moon and stars
I am missing you

These birds are flying in the sky
Singing in their own voice
I wana say sumthing to you
Through their song
Whenever u see any bird singing
Listen their song
Remember its me
I wana sumthing to you

In my eyes...forever...

2009-04-01T18:17:00.004+05:30

You are a tear in my eyes
Whom I am holding in my eyes
From the fear of losing it..

You are a beautiful dream
I am hiding in my eyes
I don't want to wake up
From the fear of breaking it..

You are a light of my eyes
Just a simple thought of you
Gives a thousand twinkles in my eyes..

You are a language of my eyes
My eyes shows all the emotions
Even when I am silent..

You are living in my eyes
You will be there...forever..

Gone with the Wind......review...

2009-03-31T00:21:00.005+05:30

The greatest love story of all generations.. Simply read and fall in LOVE.. If you people had never been in love before you would definitely feel the feelings of love while reading this.. The unforgettable love story of Scarlett O'Hara and Rhett Butler written some 75 years back set at the background of 18th century.. Margaret Mitchell it's author had won Pulitzer Prize..

It's the story of a woman who doesn't want to admit her feelings about the man she loves, and finally loses him..

Scarlett was not beautiful but men who were caught by her irresistible charm never realized that.. She was in love with Ashley Wilkes and wanted to marry him but when he married someone else then just to ran after him she married thrice..

Rhett Butler who was totally in love with her when he first saw her but never told her.. He had done all the things to irritate her..to hurt her with his bitter dialogues eg."with enough courage, you can do without a reputation.. How fickle is woman.."But his love was unconditional and she never realized eg."I'm not asking you to forgive me. I'll never understand or forgive myself. And if a bullet gets me, so help me, I'll laugh at myself for being an idiot. There's one thing I do know... and that is that I love you, Scarlett. In spite of you and me and the whole silly world going to pieces around us, I love you. Because we're alike. Bad lots, both of us. Selfish and shrewd. But able to look things in the eyes as we call them by their right names.."
Though his tough exterior he was extremely soft hearted person eg."Scarlett! Look at me! I've loved you more than I've ever loved any woman and I've waited for you longer than I've ever waited for any woman..I can't go all my life waiting to catch you between husbands."

Rhett did all the things to protect her but Scarlett simply never understood..[ forces her to look him in the eyes ] "Here's a soldier of the South who loves you, Scarlett. Wants to feel your arms around him, wants to carry the memory of your kisses into battle with him. Never mind about loving me, you're a woman sending a soldier to his death with a beautiful memory.."

I can't explain all the things..if I continue writing this would turn into a mini novel..So if you really want to know the real story go for it and read it....Unforgettable Book...I promise..

Read it and fall in LOVE.....somewhere I think every girl want a Rhett Butler in their life..I am not sure about others but I am sure about Myself...

VOTE for yourself...be a part in country's progress..

2009-03-23T00:25:00.004+05:30

Elections are on the way to come.So much campaigning to attract voters..so many promises..Variety of speeches to attract voters..BUT the question is where are the voters..Illiterate and poor people does not know what to do with their valuable vote so they go with perks in various forms providing to them by their dear candidates and well wishers.

But what about those who are well qualified know their responsibilities and earning well..Why they does not use their right to vote. This is the section of major population who simply does not believe in voting because for them vote means politics and politics means corruption and corruption means corrupt leaders..and they does not want to become a part of this corruption..WAKE UP..People you can not judge or make perceptions about politics by simply sitting in your drawing rooms and watched movies based on politics and says politics is a dirty game..If you people think that its a game then please do come forward and be a part of this game in a neater way by simply giving VOTE..

By cutting ourselves from our important right and responsibility to vote wont do wonders to any country and would actually make our country weak.Take it as a responsibility to vote.

Remember we are going to vote for our safe present and as well as our future and we are responsible to give better future to coming generations..

Do not forget that we are giving vote against ;
Corruption, Poverty,Terrorism,Corrupt Politicians,Illiteracy and all the national evils..

Always remember that we are voting for ;
Shining India, Secure life,Modern Technology,Literacy

Be a responsible citizen use your valuable vote and elect Honest Leaders instead of picking up faults in government and in their policies. Give country a strong and honest government..Help to build a strong nation..Be Indian..VOTE for yourself..VOTE for country's progress..

Enjoy Womanhood......every day...

2009-03-08T13:37:00.019+05:30

Women's Day...??? Sounding very strange to me..Why the whole world ( i don't know who the jury members are ) has decided to give only one day to all the women around the world to celebrate their achievements..to discuss their views..?? Just one day out of 365 days..What about other 364 days..?? It means other days are not for women..then for whom..?? Jesus.. I am not getting this women's day thing..Help me...

Why the whole media..the entire world is celebrating this day and focusing on this particular day..WHY..why there is no any MEN'S day...so that other gender can also enjoy their achievements.. or more precisely their manhood.. Does not they need this kind of special day in their lives..Why not..

Why not celebrate each day..every hour..every single moment of life of being a woman..I feel very blessed of being a woman..being a daughter..being a sister..and looking forward for other phases of life in future like to be a wife..a mother..I am feeling very proud and very beautiful as a woman..and I would celebrate this feeling of mine in every single moment of life and not just only one single day decided by whomsoever..

So ladies enjoy your life..your achievements..your womanhood everyday..

And people if you are talking about equality and equal rights for both genders..then please fix a MEN"S day as soon as possible..WE are waiting for your day to come..to celebrate it with you..

Moving on...

2009-03-02T00:10:00.013+05:30

Beautiful silent night,
Sky filled with bright stars,
And a full moon all over me,
I was standing alone,
Watching that beauty,
Enjoying that silence,
Wind was blowing,
And touching me all over,
I felt so relaxed,
Suddenly all that reminds me of him,
I took a deep sigh,
Then I opened my hair,
Breeze of fresh air lost into my hair,
And I start moving ahead slowly,
And kept moving on without looking back,
Yeah I have to move on..
To meet my destiny,
Someone somewhere is waiting for me,
To meet him,
I have to move on...

In Search Of Happiness..

2009-02-25T19:26:00.003+05:30

In search of happiness..I was wandering from places to places.. I was crossing the road when i saw these kids playing and laughing together and I start missing my carefree childhood days.. When everything was joyful and innocent..I wish I could turn the time back..

I saw a couple holding each others hands and laughing and whispering slowly and lost into each other.. I felt jealous coz I was walking alone that long road in search of happiness..

I saw a group of old people sat on a park bench enjoying winter afternoon.. They were retired from work and satisfied from their life..sharing their life experiences with each other.. I felt confused and thought would I ever be get this kind of satisfaction in life.. ( to be continued)

Goodbye..

2009-02-25T00:47:00.006+05:30

Its tough to say goodbye to your love
But the day and time has come to say
So here I am shattered and broken
But in hope that you would remain be happy
Goodbye to the time we spent together
The laughter we shared together
Your long conversations and my silence
Your restlessness and my patience
All are now memories only
Bye to the unforgettable old memories
Goodbye.......

Me...Without You...

2009-02-22T00:40:00.002+05:30

I am happy in your happiness
I am living in my loneliness
I am still breathing without you
I am still dreaming about you
I am happy coz you are happy

My eyes are waiting for you
Your voice is like music to my ears
Your laughter that still rings in my ears
I am not crying
I am still praying for you
My life is incomplete without you
I am happy in your happiness

You will always be remembered
No matter how far you are
You will always be living in my heart
You will always be living in my prayers
I am happy coz you are happy...

I know you wont come back
But my soul is still searching for you
I am not crying
I am happy in your happiness

Life..

2009-02-18T23:20:00.000+05:30

Life is going on.....
With or without those
Whom we love
Whom we care
With whom we want to share

Life is going on....
After every rise
After every fall
Life cant wait
Life cant stop
Its still going on...

People comes into life
And turn into memories
Memories are now fading away
Nothing lasts forever
But life is still going on...

People comes people goes
Does not matter long in life
Only those matters who stays with us
Nothing stays forever
With them life is going on ...

I am flowing with life
And life is going on
To meet my dead end
With life I am going on..going on..

Gone....

2009-02-11T01:37:00.006+05:30

You have gone
Gone without said anything
Like a stranger who met me
Met me in the middle of the road
And left me and now I am lost on the road
Lost without you
Restless without you
You have taken all the feelings with you
With you I was alive
Alive whenever I am thinking of you
You are living in my heart beats
Heart is not beating anymore
You have given me endless pain
Pain is killing me
Killing me till I die
I want to die in your arms
Your arms are holding someone else
Some one has taken u away
Taken u away from me
For me you are my soul
Soul who is no more
You have taken me from me along with you
You have gone without said a word
Gone.. gone.. gone..

MEN Does Cry.....

2009-02-01T16:37:00.008+05:30

Writing this article just remind me a way back when i was having a word with this friend who told me that he do not cry because he is a man.....and I was speechless coz i did not know how to respond...because i think that its natural to be human when you are born as a human being.. why men dont show their tears just to show their manhood does not sound convincing at all...

I have seen men crying in their happiest as well as in their tough moments.. and they were not hiding their tears from anybody not even from females..and that does not stand them different from others..they would definitely remain a man..does not this phrase shows an fake ego of a hypocrite male specie who find it very proud that he does not cry....does not he has a heart... is he a stone...he does not have feelings....does not he feel happy..does not he smile..does not he laugh..if yes..then why he cant shed tears..its applicable to all human beings..then why these particular section of men does not admit that they also cry..why this kind of attitude..

In fact I think it gives a boost to their manhood(ego).. But guys you should try to be normal human being and CRY ALOUD..start shedding loads of TEARS because it would help to CLEANSE YOUR EYES...

Nothing left...

2009-01-24T13:39:00.000+05:30

Now I have nothing to lose,
And nothing to gain,
And now I am not feeling any pain,
No more tears are left,
And no more feelings are left,
I am empty from inside,
And I am not hoping for anything good,
I am not the same person anymore,
Days are flying and turn into years,
Even all the memories are fading away,
Feeling nothing inside me,
No more dreaming anymore,
Now I have nothing to lose,
And nothing to gain

What is Love......

2009-01-22T16:00:00.001+05:30

Is it a beautiful dream..
Or is it a desire for someone..
Is it a caring and sharing..
Or is it a desperate longing for someone..

Is it a just a silence between two..
Or is it a endless talking,whispering, giggling between two..
Is it to read someone's eyes silently..
Or is it to cry on someone's shoulder continuously..

Is it a fairytale fantasies..
Is it fake or real..
Is it some body's eyes full of tears..
Or is it a fear of loosing someone who is so dear..

Is it spiritual..
Or is it a meeting of two souls..
Is it a bonding of two hearts..
Or is it a endless pain in heart..

Is it happiness..
Or is it sorrows and sadness..
Or is it just a madness..

Is it a smile which comes every time thinking of him..
Or is it just listening to my own heartbeats..

Is it a song sang by lovers..
Or is it a magic create by lovers..
Is it an unsolved mystery..
Or is it just a story written in history..

Is it a wait for someone..
Or is it eternal..
Is it a sacrifice done by one for other..
Or is it a prayer sang by one for another..

Is it visionary..
Or is it just an illusion..

Is it unconditional..
Or is it demanding..
Is it a beautiful endless journey..
Or is it a difficult long road..

What it is exactly nobody knows..
It is a mix feelings of so many emotions..
If anyone get to know ..
Let the world know..

2009-01-21T01:32:00.004+05:30

Your Interpersonal Intelligence Score: 75%

Your Interpersonal Intelligence is High

You are definitely a "people person." You enjoy spending time with others.

You instinctively understand people, and you are both a good counsellor and mediator.

However, there are definitely times when you've had enough. And that's when you cherish being alone.

How Does Your Interpersonal Intelligence Rate?

2009-01-21T01:21:00.001+05:30

You Are 84% Pure

You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human.

You're the type of person people feel bad cursing around.

And while you may be inexperienced, you're not easy to corrupt.

Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while!

How Pure Are You?

2009-01-21T01:11:00.001+05:30

You are 87% Scorpio

You are 87% Scorpio

How Scorpio Are You?

2009-01-20T23:55:00.001+05:30

Flowers are blooming,
Fragrance in the air,
Lips are smiling,
Heart is singing,
Birds are chirping,
Eyes are curious and waiting,
Why I never feel this before,
All these things seems new to me

Clouds has a silver shine,
Oh..I am on cloud nine,
Rainbow seems so colorful and bright
Rain seems so pure,
Why I never feel this before,
All these things seems new to me,

Butterflies are so colorful,
Rising sun seems so beautiful,
Moon and stars are so bright,
All these things are giving me high,
Why I never feel this before,
All these things seems new to me

2009-01-10T16:17:00.000+05:30

In life people comes and people goes,
But I wonder why they come when they has to go,
Some became friends and some remain strangers,
But I wonder why they remain strangers,
When they can become friends,
Some left unforgettable beautiful memories and some left worries,
But I wonder why they left with memories behind,
When they can create beautiful tomorrow together,
Some people became history,
And why they left without say anything always remain mystery,
But I wonder why they simply do not understand,
That they had scribbled their marks in our hearts,
Which can not be erase,
And we can not easily forget our past,
I wonder why..

Confusion..

2009-01-10T15:59:00.000+05:30

Everything is getting confused,
Or is it me who is getting confused,
Life is playing hide and seek with me ,
Or is it me who is playing with life,
Life wants something from me ,
Or is it me who wants something from life,
Life is running away from me,
Or is it me who is running away from life,
Is it life who wants me to live it fully and happily,
Or is it my desire to live it fully and happily,
Is it life who is waiting with its open arms for me,
Or is it me who is waiting for life with arms open,
But it seems that me and life are just not getting well along together,
So we are waiting for each other..

2009-01-08T15:21:00.000+05:30

All fears and tears has gone away,
All memories of sad times and bad times has gone away,
All fightings and patch ups has gone away,
All worries and sorries has gone away,
All enemies and wounds has gone away,
All abuses and jealousies has gone away,
Darkness has start to going away,
And I am able to see the bright light of hope and ray,
I am welcoming the new start..a new day..
Hoping for a big smile on my face,
And waiting for a happy and bright tomorrow,
Which is on his way,
And I would never let it go away..

One Day..

2009-01-08T15:19:00.002+05:30

One day I will find my wings to fly..
yes I will fly...and fly to meet the sky..
Where no one would ask me what..if and why,
where no one will ever stop me to fly,
That day I will be reborn,
Reborn from the ashes of my lost dreams,
Reborn to live my own dreams...

2008-12-31T05:57:00.001+05:30

Lost on the road,
Struggling with my own thougths,
In search of my own soul,
I am standing against the wind,
Tired and exhausted,
Desperate to meet my ownself,
Darkness has start to spread everywhere,
Clutching me..absorbing me..
But i wont give up easily..
I will fight..fight with my own fears,
Yes, I will find myself..my own soul,
I will struggle till my last breath,
I will continue this search till my death..

2008-12-28T23:30:00.001+05:30

Desires and dreams...
Joy and happiness..
Dead or alive..
Does it still matter to me..
Dont know..do not feel any more..
Lonliness ..sadness..emptiness..
Killing me..slowly..slowly..
Loosing my own identity..slowly..slowly..
Tears are drying..slowly..slowly..
Eyes are closing..slowly..slowly..
But still believe in God..his divine power..
Feeling him around me..
Feeling his blessings with me slowly..slowly..

2008-12-28T22:46:00.001+05:30

Rainy day you n me,
lalalallalallalallala...
Fragnance of wet earth,
lalalallalallalallala...
Jumping and dancing in rain,
lalalallalallalallala...
Under my umbrella you and me,
lalalallalallalallala...
Holding hands you and me,
lalalallalallalallala...
Sound of pouring rain,
lalalallalallalallala...
Silence between you and me,
lalalallalallalallala...
Walking together under my umbrella,
lalalallalallalallala...
Under my umbrella you and me,
lalalallalallalallala...

Waiting.........

2008-12-27T12:56:00.002+05:30

Living in dark..
Bleeding heart..
Wounded soul..
Broken dreams..
Tears pouring from eyes..
Waiting for life..
Breathless and restless..
Irritated and desperate..
Folding hands..praying to GOD..
Want to live..
Waiting for life.. full of joy and happiness..
Happiness with him..
Waiting..Waiting..Waiting...till............

2008-12-25T17:36:00.002+05:30

Silent tears are rolling from eyes,
Unspoken words are lost in my mouth,
Heartbeats are slow n fast,
Lost in my own thoughts,
Walking alone,searching soul,
Trembling hands wants to get hold,
Tearful eyes are getting close,
Heart beats are no more,
Am I dead or alive..I dont care,
I want peace of mind,
Which I have nowhere find,
These questions of mine,
Always remained Unanswered,
To whom should I go and ask,
This is life's mysterious task...
My life has wear very sarcastic mask.........